Fear

So for the past year or so I have been hiding from what I see as one of my worst fears. I’m not going to tell you exactly what it is but it involves pain. Pain is one of the hardest things for me to deal with because I hate it with a passion. Since I hate pain so much I usually put it in the back of my mind and don’t think about it. Almost like putting a blanked over my eyes but recently that blanket burned away and I've had to deal with it. Which I found out   I’m not very good at doing. So I have spent the past week or so trying to deal with this fear but I’m so scared of it that I can’t.  So I started to pull another blanket over my eyes which quickly got burned away with molten lava. Which made me realize I can’t hide from this forever and I’m not going to let this stupid fear of almost nothing taken so much of my time. So from now on I’m not going to let this fear get in the way of my happiness. So the moral of this story is not to hide from what you think you can’t deal with face it head on and get rid of that fear. There is absolutely nothing to be afraid of. We make things to be afraid of. We  make a mountain out of a grain of sand. That grain has no right to control you so don’t let it. This week I challenge you to face one of your fears head on, because once it’s gone it’s gone forever.

Liz :)(: